there's no "i" in "why do you have a blog?"

yeah, so i started a blog. why? not sure. to be honest, i just wanted to express my total lack of contentment with my blackberry... but now this has become so much more. how much more you ask!? well, i like this whole, i write a lot of nonsense and 3 people read it over the course of a week. haha 3 people. i might be overshooting just a bit but you should always set an aggressive goal for yourself so 3 it is. if i can even make one person less productive in a given week, then i have succeeded. as of right now though, the only person less productive.... is me. success!? ill take it!

anyways, my goal is to keep this bad boy up to date so if you are truly curious about what is, or isnt going on upstairs in my squished head, this will actually probably create more questions than provide answers.

i know i probably should have started with a little intro as my first entry but i really just wanted to jump in... i figured id get writers block eventually and then go into the "why am i here?" stuff. who knew it would be in the first 24 hours!? does not bode well... but fear not(directed toward the one lucky person that accidentally stumbles on to this site), i have so many random thoughts in my head, the hardest part will be keeping the stream of consciousness from turning into a full-on rapids.

i guess this will serve as both intro and disclaimer. so welcome and dont forget your literary helmet! thank you.